Velvet Handshake

Two videos to fill in the blank before the controversial shocking shit :

Emerson Drive - Fall Into Me

Metallica - Ain't my bitch
( omg the guitars !!!)

Two completely contradictory songs but hell I love them !!

( Please be sure to be a mature adult to proceed )

Recap of the situation :

BJD -

I was on a sort of a hiatus because mom would be all grumpy and moody each time I would play with Yumi and take some pictures, she would just by her face cut my mood and make me feel bad so I stopped.

I replaced that by deviant art but ... there are some things I simply cannot replace !! I love dolls ! I love bjds - I love to imagine what I could with them - pictures - poses - photo stories - costumes - wigs. All those wonderful preps I so loved to collect to create an ambiance or a setting.

Now that I have fallen in love once more with a model (MNF Miyu - Girl body A-Line) I find myself picturing in my head what I would do with her if she were mine. It's a natural craving like craving for a fruit you like or a type of meal you need at least once a week to be happy.

I am now officially back in the hobby and this time around i'm gonna plan ahead and carefully plan out everything so that I won't get bad surprises.

( If you wanna go on ... )

Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy oh Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy does SOOM ( http://dollsoom.com/index.php ) have to make such fokin stunning looking god like dolls !!

My heart - my poor heart - think of my poor fragile filled with desires heart !

(meaning - Please Keep 'Em coming !!)

My close friends, Helene surely, have noticed that I was hardly on Den of Angels past couple of months.

Let's backtrack the events.

Please - if you love me, shoot me!